Looking forward :)

When I think back about the last few months I can only smile. God is good. I am thankful and grateful for everything that has transpired. Even when some things seem lost, God can still use it for a greater purpose. :)

I guess that thing that is still on my heart is where? and when? I am really looking forward to the things in the future, I still need to rely on God to get there. I don't want to rush it, but I'm not gonna do nothing either. I'm learning to pray and continually give my requests up to Him. And just trusting His timing. His timing is perfect, too soon or too late we can miss something very important, good and special.

Its not easy to wait, but I'll continue to wait and pray and seek confirmation when the time is ready. I've asked others to pray and I'm so grateful for their faithfulness with their prayers. "Please Lord, show me when to move forward! Lord, you know the desires of my heart. I trust you Lord! For you are good and you only do good. Thank you father for hearing my prayer and wanting your best for me!"

Quietness

Quietness is a good thing. Though sometimes you appreciate the fun and good times and you want more of it. Quietness is good. Though I don't entirely understand why, and how this fits into His plans and I want to work things to really work out, I really need to continue to pray and agree with the Lord's plans and trust Him that everything will work out. *sigh* there are challenges and difficult things ahead. Need to continue to believe that the Lord is working and He does only good because He is good. Thank you Lord that you love me and want your best for me. Sometimes the best requires a little bit more work and effort, but it is You that I trust and can hold on to. The initial minor discomfort will help protect me in the long run. I firmly believe it! As long as I am obedient. "Oh Lord please teach me to be obedient!" Sometimes the most beautiful things in life requires time and patience to nurture. And when it does blossom, it is a beautiful thing! Amen!

Is this whats best for me?

Just been learning to think less and pray more :)

I'm officially halfway through my 40 day fast. only 20 more days to go! Its been good, actually really good to pray, focus on God and prayers for the church.

Faith is stepping out and not knowing what comes next. Even though there has been confirmation upon confirmation each step of the way it is funny, no matter what or how many confirmations I get... I can't seem to wait for the next milestone! :) that milestone will come! I believe it! But I wonder how long till I get to it. I get so anxious. *sigh* I'm too impatient. *deep sigh*

Lord, help me not to be anxious about this area of my life but Lord I give this up to you in prayer and petition and I trust that you know whats best for me. Because you love me. Thank you!

Life is moving fast and its funny how some of the things that have been prayed over me last year is starting to come true. I won't share in detail, but I wonder about whats next?

Need of Wisdom.

Whoa, I can't believe its been like 3 months since my last post. It probably has to do with the fact that I spend most of my time on facebook now. Hahaha... its all good. I'll save this blog for more personal type stuff.

Man, I really need wisdom, patience and guidance now. I'm not entirely sure how to approach this. But I've been agreeing with God's plan so far...haha...why stop now.... He's totally been looking after me and I can only thank and praise Him. I'm really excited right now...but at the same time a little anxious. I guess its more about my inadequacies than anything else.
I'm starting to dig up some old scripture again

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. (matt 6:34)

Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight. (proverbs 3:4-5)

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. (Phil 4:6-7)

She's a babe!

Thats right folks I finally got her! She sounds so good. I wanna thank Jonny for the hookups. She's not an G&L ASAT as I wanted...No something WAY better...a Fender Custom Shop Classic Telecaster guitar beauty baby!

I love the neck pickup...such sweet sweet sound. She's a little hard to play, but a setup should fix that and then she'll be perfect.

Next up...a sm58...

What a AWESOME Team!

I must say that it was such a pleasure to play and worship with these fine gentlemen.

We had such a good time at the Chinese Winter Conference this year. The Lord's presence was strong. It was such a blessing to be part of a team in which all our hearts were united in our focus to worship God.

Never had I played in a team with such talent and such passion. It was good to see some of the older folks jumping... hehe... The Lord is good. I pray that we will have the opportunity to serve together in the future.


Just want to wish all of you out there a Happy, Blessed and Prosperous New Year! Greater things are gonna happen in 2007.