Broken
Guess I deserve it...
I can turn to you God and I will...but my heart is just full of this guilt.
Selfishness, confusion, lack of understanding could be my excuse.
Excuses is not to blame.
But it was my action (lack of action). Therefore my fault.
Actions and decisions will be defended.
I have no strength to defend. No pity accepted either. I will take the full brunt of this...
and become broken.
Monday, June 27, 2005
Friday, June 17, 2005
Interesting.. very encouraging
Man sometime I wonder about my future and stuff. Is the working world really for me right? Or am I call to greater things?
The answer is both. We all sometimes get that "greater calling" sense whether in: career, music, ministry, work, school, etc.... I think thats what makes us human. However, I think that above all this, our sense of greater purpose is something thats in still in us from our creator.
Yes, we all do have a calling. Though we may not think that current situations that we're in may have any purpose.. but it does... Most of us know Jer. 29:11 verse by heart, but if you look at the verses before hand its pretty interesting.
In Jer. 26-29 Its a chapter that talks about the Israelities and the situations they were currently in... under oppression from Babylon...but the Lord said in verse 7 "And work for the peace and prosperity of Babylon. Pray to the Lord for that city where you are held captive, for if Babylon has peace, so will you." (NLT) I mean..WOW.. even under oppression.. work
for the propersity of their captors, pray for them, for when they are blessed so are you!
Wow... so yes, before I get too off topic... Israel under oppression was a calling.
And once we fulfill that calling we will move on to other things... "For I know the plans I have for you...plans to prosper you ...(Wow! :) there is that word again, "prosper")...to give future and a hope".
What a promise! Man! Lord, I AGREE with that promise! I AGREE with the plans that you have for me! I AGREE with the future you have for me! Lord, I AGREE! (...why bothering disagreeing eh?)
What a father! There is nothing we can do to make God love us more, yet there is nothing we can do to make God love us less. Thank you Father!
The answer is both. We all sometimes get that "greater calling" sense whether in: career, music, ministry, work, school, etc.... I think thats what makes us human. However, I think that above all this, our sense of greater purpose is something thats in still in us from our creator.
Yes, we all do have a calling. Though we may not think that current situations that we're in may have any purpose.. but it does... Most of us know Jer. 29:11 verse by heart, but if you look at the verses before hand its pretty interesting.
In Jer. 26-29 Its a chapter that talks about the Israelities and the situations they were currently in... under oppression from Babylon...but the Lord said in verse 7 "And work for the peace and prosperity of Babylon. Pray to the Lord for that city where you are held captive, for if Babylon has peace, so will you." (NLT) I mean..WOW.. even under oppression.. work
for the propersity of their captors, pray for them, for when they are blessed so are you!
Wow... so yes, before I get too off topic... Israel under oppression was a calling.
And once we fulfill that calling we will move on to other things... "For I know the plans I have for you...plans to prosper you ...(Wow! :) there is that word again, "prosper")...to give future and a hope".
What a promise! Man! Lord, I AGREE with that promise! I AGREE with the plans that you have for me! I AGREE with the future you have for me! Lord, I AGREE! (...why bothering disagreeing eh?)
What a father! There is nothing we can do to make God love us more, yet there is nothing we can do to make God love us less. Thank you Father!
Monday, June 06, 2005
Convocation Tommorrow!
Man!
Finally, the moment I've been waiting for... a day off from work!...and oh yeah...a 30 grand piece of paper!
Man, its honestly by the grace of God that I've managed to finish! I'm excited!
Anyways...thats it for now...
:p
Finally, the moment I've been waiting for... a day off from work!...and oh yeah...a 30 grand piece of paper!
Man, its honestly by the grace of God that I've managed to finish! I'm excited!
Anyways...thats it for now...
:p
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